‘My art makes people see what's really there.’
In painting, pentimenti are the traces of earlier images: what the artist painted over but could not fully erase.
Philian Kasik was a gifted painter before he became a business analyst, a suburban husband, a dutiful father. Every morning he drafts a resignation letter. Every morning he deletes it. The studio beside his bedroom remains shut.
When an unwanted promotion locks him deeper into a life he never chose, Philian returns to painting in secret, fueled by alcohol and a recurring nightmare he cannot shake. His marriage to Judith — herself shaped by a rebellious past — grows brittle, while their teenage daughter withdraws into troubling secrecy.
As the pressure mounts, a portrait intended as a gift becomes an act of exposure, forcing a reckoning with the damage creative truth can inflict — and with a childhood loss Philian has spent a lifetime avoiding. The divide between the persona he has maintained and the self emerging on the canvas widens into a crisis that threatens his family, his moral standing, and his sense of control.
“As I read I did try to hope that things would turn out well for him in the end...Pentimenti is an insightful exploration of life: the versions of ourselves we thought we’d be, the choices we make along the way... It makes for engaging reading.”
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